Photo courtesy of Savannah Class / Unsplash For the longest time, I have put on a face, tried to look okay, and found comfort in self-development articles. Well today, I just realize there is just some internal damage resting inside that erupts in the worst moments of life. Have you heard of this person who just finds peace in solitude, always staying locked at home, with a mirror as a best friend and comfort? That's a self-description. And just as a friend, there are days you don't get along with the image on the other side of the mirror. So, there I sit looking at the image on the other side of the mirror. Most times I see potential in the person but other times, it just shows how broken the person is. Your smile does crazy things with it but shows no sympathy when you are at the worst. However, I tend to believe I am my best comfort. Other than the mirror is a mind always racing with thoughts and fantasies. Filled with words and events in reality I cannot do. At some point, ...
Happy New Month fam.
Still getting on with the year but I believe it's not bad.
Trapped in my abyss was a craving for sufficient financial stream or at least stability. With a new year with us, we hope for a soothe from the nightmare before. It all started with calm spirits full of hope realising that things take time. And so there were no laments. I believe it worked for many, I included. I ultimately attained my long-time pursuit, allowance for thyself. It came, and there was no excitement as I anticipated. Could it be too good to believe? I guess so.
A friend told me not to dwell on the past misfortunes that made me do things with too much caution. I forget risk-taking commands our attainments. I believe there is a calling to my writing works. So much in this world has happened that I feel like concluding it's my world to rock in. I am not quite sure about it, but I hope so. There are just too many coincidences.
I feel like this is meant to be. I never saw it coming, but life has taught us to take on whatever comes. We don't plan the turnout of events, but we can make great things happen if we embrace the turnouts.
What is on the store this month? Not sure yet. I guess I will have to go with the flow. Right now, it's too scary to plan. We hope and have faith in the best. For instance, I wrote this post by chance. I was to be off to sleep on the eve of this new month. Me realising it was still early to rest, I decided to write my next post randomly. I have postponed it the whole weekend for I was supposed to publish a post on Sunday evening.
On Saturday, I was too tired to do anything and was uptight the whole of Sunday. I had finally decided to publish it on Monday. So I just went to typing after having a series of discussions in mind on a topic to write on but not concluding on any. So I began with the day being a new month and then a nutshell of January in a brief description, to this and so on.
This context justifies how effective it is to take on what knocks by your door. Only one take out; embrace the turnouts. Do not forget to comment and share this post.
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Good work👌
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